Dear Chris....I know it's really hard to quit smoking. I did it about 25 yrs. ago and I am glad I did. I was recently diagnosed with COPD too. One doc says it's from smoking but 2 others say it's due to my scoliosis which sort of I guess you'd say smushes or doesn't give the lungs much room.
As far as quitting smoking goes, I remember it being terrible. I really don't remember exactly how I did it. It took tons of willpower and just not giving in for nothing. I know you have to try and stay away from the things and situations that make you want to smoke. I think I took walks after eating. I think drinking lots of water helps to; it rids your body of all the toxins. Maybe you could go to a program that helps smokers to quit and gives them buddies to help them.
All I know is it's one of the best things that you can do for yourself. It may take a while for the cravings to go away but it's all worth it in the end. I think they have pills and patches now too.
I've had friends die from lung cancer that spread through their bodies and it wasn't good. I was with one friend and her son had to fix all of her pills for her and leave notes on which ones to take when so that she wouldn't get mixed up; there were so many. Her cancer was the most aggressive type and in about 3-4 mos. she was gone. I was with her this one day and she said that she just wanted to see another really pretty snowstorm but she didn't get her wish. It was very sad. I just couldn't go to her funeral because I was too upset. I recently had another friend pass away also. It went from her lungs to her brain.
I feel this way, Chris, life's just too darn short and we shouldn't do anything to make it any shorter.
I hope I helped some and I wish you all the willpower and strength that you'll need. God bless you. Ellie